If I were born in the prehistoric times. I probably wouldn't have survived past my 5th birthday.

I'd probably  have been carried away by some ferocious looking squirrel while I'd been distracted by a particularly mesmerizing stone. Or I may have walked straight into a lava pit, whistling happily, unaware.

I'm serious. Every single day, I do something stupid or idiotic. Don't even ask. Its horrible.I'm so damn clumsy it's hopeless. Rugby feels like chess to  me. And I'm REALLY BAD at chess.


+ Also, on the way back home today, I saw this couple- closing in to , you know , kiss and because I had just spent a really long time giggling about a bad bad badass H2 Maths paper to a friend ( I screwed it bad. Very bad. I could count out a few marks here and there). I giggled a them , and totally spoiled pulled and anti-climax. Random couple, if you're reading this, I'm so sorry. I couldn't help it - I was really really high about how unsaveably screwed up my paper was.

THiS bOOK IS AWESOME

The word's overused and all but it is. Witty, cynical, real, heartfelt it's a 8.5/10 book. Wonderful narration

Vertical walk if shame here

I used to have another emo blog out there somewhere, forgot the password.
Such a long time ago.

I'm slowly losing the ability to trust people.

No matter what you feel about animes

Spiral is the best one ever.
Smartest cartoon ever.

One week to the MYEs I really should be studying.

That very large stack of maths notes is just staring at me, and I haven't done anything to make it get shorter.
Sighhhhhhhhhh..........
I'm so weak in every possible way.
Wish I'd just........

What actually happened yesterday.

I'll be frank here, I kinda don't have much of a life.
I rarely go to the Cinema, sure I watch all the movies in the world online, but that's it.
I have never gone to a karaoke place before. Yup, I haven't made a fool of my stage singing off key before.
I've never been in a car without the top. (what's it called again?)
I haven't had more than one flavor of bubblegum. Because it isn't sold in the country where I live.

But I'm not a sad case, I am NOT some random no lifer. I enjoy making others smile from the bottom of their hearts, I want to be there do actual real things in stead of pouring out all of my time wasting time on tumbr, twitter, facebook and so on.


I'll go. Sigh.

What happened yesterday is that, I realized, that people don't care if you're nice, funny and a really good, loyal friend. What they care more about is the cash you have, and the number of friends you have and also how popular you are and what race you are.

I'm 16. Today isn't the best of my days.

I'm stuck here. Stuck being the chair person of a class that doesn't want me there.
I don't want to be there either. I'm stuck. Stuck. Stuck as a joke. Stuck with cruel, heartless people.
Stuck. Feel really disappointed and betrayed, i guess. I thought...... people act the way you.....

Forget it.